We really have no idea how we appear to a holy God who searches hearts and knows us literally inside out.*
That’s why we pray: Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting (Psalm 139: 23 -24).
Then we listen and accept what He says.
*J.I. Packer, Taking God Seriously, p.75.